I was feeling happy that morning. I was actually enjoying that feeling of “Nothing is wrong in the world” when suddenly the left hemisphere of my brain began asking the right hemisphere what was he so happy about?
Maybe this unusual state of happiness was too suspicious for that side of the brain that is always analysing and questioning everything all the time.
So, of course he managed to find more than one “reason” to stop that “excess of happiness” and dedicate time to processing more “useful” and worrisome information.
So my mind began making a list of all those things in my past that were unfinished, unclear and unfair to my eyes so I could go back to the regular uneasiness pattern, more natural and popular these days in this world.
In that way my silly happy smile would not alter the inner worry of those normal human beings crossing my path. I should look “normal” in order to avoid attracting attention to my person, thus avoiding unnecessary questions.
But why would I allow any outside “reason” to take the power to change that inner happy state?
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