I remember when I used to get very nervous when things got difficult and I was not able to see the end of the tunnel. When life´s colours were of the darkest nature and everything seemed to be doomed to failure. I felt lost and terrified.
It took me years of getting up and falling again, to try and fail and of learning and relearning the same lessons again and again, to realise that what comes next might not be as bad/terrible as it seems at first.
I used to give up as soon as things got difficult, as soon as I could not see the end of the road and when people told me that I was a lost case with no hope whatsoever. That is, I gave up constantly.
But one day you get tired of listening to what the others try to put into your mind, you stop believing and living the life others are trying to impose you and then you begin to shine with your own true colours. Continue reading